I've been a little down lately but it is getting better. Life seems to be moving along now at a little easier clip than my standing still days. Yet, it isn't flying by either.
My purpose and perspective seem to be coming into focus as well. I am working in a workbook trying to identify my patterns of behavior that thus far have led me nowhere. I want to clean my soul-house starting from the basement and work up to where I can see out the windows. Daunting task, but one that is ever so necessary. Sometimes I bog down and just seem to be stuck.
Stuck is where I am today. Usually music helps so I searched through my CD collection and decided I would listen to K.D. Lang. I popped in the CD and drove to work. On the way home I heard the famous "Constant Craving" song that she made so popular. Not such a swift song to be crooning to when you are single and not real happy about it.
Constant craving………..yeah right. I was sure wishing that there was someone out there who had a constant craving for me. Someone who cared about me, what I did and said, my hopes and dreams. Someone who wanted the best for me and wanted to be there with me at all times to see me through. It was depressing to think about; but only for a moment.
A calm washed over me and I hit the repeat button. I listened again to the song. And again. And again.
Maybe a great magnet pulls all souls to what's true. Maybe it is life itself that feeds wisdom to its youth. Constant craving has always been.
Maybe the song isn't about lovers. Maybe it isn't about needing someone. Maybe what it is about is God's love and acceptance for me. And you. And everyone.
The universal truth is that the Divine Spirit is pulling you towards the truth, the light, the way of inner peace. She has a craving for you that started before you were born and will be with you until the end.