so i was thinking about something all week, and i think it is kind of interesting. how do you know if you are attracted to someone? i dont mean if you like men or women. i mean, what attracts you to them? their smile? their laugh? their cute way of saying i love you? how they always know whats on your mind? i mean, what really triggers our mind when we see someone, and just know that we want to know them more, we want to be close to them? is it the way their eyes look when they look at you, or the way they call you every night? and what seperates that feeling of wanting to know them better, than a crush, or love even? what seperates all of our feelings, emotions, our past, present future, our experiences? what changes? i mean, if you are with someone for such a long time, and know so much about them, their favorie color, favorite food, and then a few months later its just over? how does that work? how is that love? and yelling and fighting, and all the arguments that you will eventually have, and eventually over come...do you think its all worth it?

i personally, think that it is, becuase when you are with them, in their arms and for the breifest moment know in your heart that nothing can get better than that moment, isnt that better than never experiencing it? how could you go through life with never knowing how that felt, to be cared about that much, to know that the person holding you would do anything for you, to keep you safe, and that they truely love you.

-kaci.