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Life in Study Hall

rainbow_thinline (2K)

January 27

So. Friday night i went to bed early because on Saturday i was going to have big testing to see if i can change my major at my school. and as i was laying there i fell half way asleep and then my phone rang. oh...i hate it when that happens. so, i answer it "hello?" and all i hear is laughing "hello?" i hang up. roll back over. try to go back to sleep. but wait. i got another call! so, i roll over, answer it "hello!?" "uh...yeah, so your neighbor..." they sound so drunk. i tell them not to call back, that i will call the police. this is getting ridiculous. so, i hang up, roll back over WITH my phone in hand, i know they will call again. i answer, and they are saying that they are the police station, and all this crap. and saying all this stuff, and in the background i hear them say "its because you said Elizabeth C********" my ex. the previous calls they had made that day were about pizza. and elizabeth. so...i called her. and she said she had gotten calls to. moral to all this: prank calls are DUMB.

Also. as i had said about the changing of my major. i put together my portfolio, filled out all the forms, got my teacher recommendations. everything was filled out how it was supposed to be. so i will have testing saturday and a drawing session on Wednesday. wish me luck!

Oh! and life is just confusing. it just is. and it always will be. but...you just kinda have to learn how to work WITH the confusion...because it never really goes away. talk to someone about it. because HEARING you say what you say, will make you realize it more. because saying it in your head...its just not the same.

Peace Love and Hugs